Am I at fault or responsible if I have this life?

if you're old enough to ponder this you're old enough to fix it

go out tonight for 3 hours minimum, even if it's just sitting in a car somewhere else

you will hate yourself if you hit 30 and you're still doing this

No your parents fault it is always the fault of the parents.

If you're content with it and it's actually sustainable, you're doing alright.

You should become a pilot

look up non-zero days

Well you're alive