Hmmm. I have thought about this before. I run into the same issues every time this is brought up which everyone does: it represents giving up or some loss of dignity. But I dont have anything really right now to lose in the first place, aside from throwing in the towel. It is a deeply frustrating conundrum for the modern man to live through and I surely wont be the last. I feel alone and I worry that will just be a short term salve that will leave me feeling for unfulfilled. Sex is temporary. Its worse if you pay for it. I suppose I dont mean virginity in the literal sense but more that I want to know for certain that there isn't something fundamentally wrong with me, that I can attract somebody. This is something I have brought entirely upon myself however. I can do something about it. But until I decide to do that i will continue to cry out into the ether from time to time.
I'd rather not be locked in to marrying someone when my brain hasn't finished developing yet. I dont think I should decide somebody is 'the one' or make any choices adjacent to that for a while
I do but I miss my real friends from home
Yoda
HOORAY!!!
Rational
Wanted it that way, wasnt good
Hmmm. I have thought about this before. I run into the same issues every time this is brought up which everyone does: it represents giving up or some loss of dignity. But I dont have anything really right now to lose in the first place, aside from throwing in the towel. It is a deeply frustrating conundrum for the modern man to live through and I surely wont be the last. I feel alone and I worry that will just be a short term salve that will leave me feeling for unfulfilled. Sex is temporary. Its worse if you pay for it. I suppose I dont mean virginity in the literal sense but more that I want to know for certain that there isn't something fundamentally wrong with me, that I can attract somebody. This is something I have brought entirely upon myself however. I can do something about it. But until I decide to do that i will continue to cry out into the ether from time to time.
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I'd rather not be locked in to marrying someone when my brain hasn't finished developing yet. I dont think I should decide somebody is 'the one' or make any choices adjacent to that for a while