I've been thinking about laying myself bare for the world and gutting my ego to build myself up again, because try as I might I have been unable to get into a solid routine of exercise and my physique, ability, and self-confidence have suffered as a result of it. It's not that I am incapable, I just find myself continually taking the easy way out rather than choosing to exercise, which invariably I go to bed regretting. I really ought to blame myself seeing as it's a game of willpower. When I was in high school and on a competitive team I didn't dread the daily workouts for 2 to 3 hours, I relished them. Maybe I'm missing a team or some sense of camaraderie. I exercise fairly often but it's just not as often I want to. I'm not going to turn this into a pity party or some kind of persecution fetish but it's irritating the hell out of me that this is how I choose to live my life, and that I need some sort of outside force to influence me (whether consciously or unconsciously) into getting off my ass once a day and running or swimming.
Alright.
How about some physique progress posts for accountability? Turn my fatass into a fitass again.
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you got it brother, let's do this