I'm in my second year right now. Honestly, I was doing kinda good in my first year, but then the current semester kinda destroyed me. Even though I was doing ok, I was always pushing myself to do better. Now that the courses got much harder, I started pushing myself even more while also trying to escape reality by aimless youtube scrolling. Eventually my mental health declined and I got left burnt out. That happened about three weeks ago. Still trying to recover somehow.
I was in a similar situation back in highschool. I failed a year because I was unmotivated to study. Literally went from top of the class to being put on "probation".
The self hatred is real and it just makes everything worse. I hope you can find your place in life where you won't have to hate yourself. I hope we all can.
Who? Starterpack.
>making memes about yourself
shigidy
That is, if I make it to the end. I hope I do.
That's sad to hear.
I'm in my second year right now. Honestly, I was doing kinda good in my first year, but then the current semester kinda destroyed me. Even though I was doing ok, I was always pushing myself to do better. Now that the courses got much harder, I started pushing myself even more while also trying to escape reality by aimless youtube scrolling. Eventually my mental health declined and I got left burnt out. That happened about three weeks ago. Still trying to recover somehow.
I was in a similar situation back in highschool. I failed a year because I was unmotivated to study. Literally went from top of the class to being put on "probation".
The self hatred is real and it just makes everything worse. I hope you can find your place in life where you won't have to hate yourself. I hope we all can.