when all that's left behind of the world is the kemona and the end of history drained out the last of any soul so every generation born is a new league of soulless golems.
Whether or not a God is righteous and kind is out of the question, but still, wouldn't it be fair for a soul like mine to have the right to wander in the nothing? free from all the shackles and scourges of consciousness. Why has a soul like mine be forced to exist in any kind of afterlife perpetuity when the only kind of perpetuity I would like exists only as an abstraction in this world, I want to be like wind at sea, if the end comes I want to wander the worlds alone for a while but then dying and become wind at sea, asleep forever and at peace, to not be seen or remembered, to not have a clues of anything, unconsciousness and nothingness is what my soul wishes for
when all that's left behind of the world is the kemona and the end of history drained out the last of any soul so every generation born is a new league of soulless golems.
Whether or not a God is righteous and kind is out of the question, but still, wouldn't it be fair for a soul like mine to have the right to wander in the nothing? free from all the shackles and scourges of consciousness. Why has a soul like mine be forced to exist in any kind of afterlife perpetuity when the only kind of perpetuity I would like exists only as an abstraction in this world, I want to be like wind at sea, if the end comes I want to wander the worlds alone for a while but then dying and become wind at sea, asleep forever and at peace, to not be seen or remembered, to not have a clues of anything, unconsciousness and nothingness is what my soul wishes for
welcome to buddhism lol
the rapture isn't until 2PM EST be patient bitch