Nothing specific today, but just alot of small things building, got problems with this temporary dental crown, and plans I made with a friend fell through, while someone else I'd been avoiding talking to for going on a month struck up conversation, and they haven't changed at all, add on the fact my one close friend who's a chad got a girlfriend and now I feel guilty to tell him anything because I know he doesn't want to be dealing with his incel kissless virgin friend, and there's only 2 people I've ever opened up to, one is my crazy BPD ex who's moved on, and the other is my homeboy who's now distant because he's (rightfully) more concerned with his girl than me, only wanting to talk to one person, but feeling guilty like you're wasting their time or jockeying for their attention? very bad feeling, I don't expect anyone to read this, just have to drop it somewhere or I'm gonna go mad.
aw, what happened? :c
Nothing specific today, but just alot of small things building, got problems with this temporary dental crown, and plans I made with a friend fell through, while someone else I'd been avoiding talking to for going on a month struck up conversation, and they haven't changed at all, add on the fact my one close friend who's a chad got a girlfriend and now I feel guilty to tell him anything because I know he doesn't want to be dealing with his incel kissless virgin friend, and there's only 2 people I've ever opened up to, one is my crazy BPD ex who's moved on, and the other is my homeboy who's now distant because he's (rightfully) more concerned with his girl than me, only wanting to talk to one person, but feeling guilty like you're wasting their time or jockeying for their attention? very bad feeling, I don't expect anyone to read this, just have to drop it somewhere or I'm gonna go mad.