Do you ever think that this could be our reality?

Wittgenstein called this concept fake and gay

>tfw finally built up the courage to kill myself only to find myself submerged in an electrified ooze

I certainly fucking hope so. I want to be god of my own domain for an eternity. I have no desire to participate in "consensus reality". It's my way or the highway bucko.

i don't even know what the fuck my reality is anymore because of things that have happened to me