are there any drugs that make life feel like your in a dream doesnt have to be a good one

Nicotine pouches (aka snus) - it has even stronger, calming effect than smoking while also not being bad for lungs at all.

It's also perfectly legal too, just like cigarettes. Just start with some smaller dose at first and don't overuse it.

Sleep deprivation

The air becomes thick, and warm. Walking is like swimming through pudding. Words slur a bit, you only comprehend things for a little bit. I recall that it felt like stuff was happening to me without my knowledge, suddenly someone was here but I had no recollection of why they were here or how they got there. I was being led along by an invisible string. That was after about 48 hours, I assume it gets worse if you stay up for longer.

Ketamine but you die after